Swallow

Pride (n)
respect[uncountable] a feeling that you like and respect
yourself and that you deserve to be respected by other people

Yea, swallow that damnit.

I gained some respect for you initiating the thrash out,
So proud of you I'm telling everyone you're a winner this time.
(Note: I've put down my pride too, to say this which I may be a loser)

Well, we'll see how it goes.
I'm still not ready to be your friend, though. :/

Who knows again, you may appear nice online,
but still suck in reality like bfr,
知人知面，不知心
And x 2, 路遥知马力，日久见人心。