Only Occasional Feeds.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Is there haze in our country?
My eyes were irritated the whole day and I felt so super
restless and stuffy in class.
Or maybe it's cos of my spectacles :O,
haven't worn them to school for quite a while.

Ohmygoshhhhh, Aqilah and I were bored and soon had maternal instincts! :OOO
We suddenly talked about how many children we wanted to have,
and since she was so super boredddddd, I just casually told her to map out plan,
And Aqilahhhhhhh realllly drew a family tree which is so ultraultraaaa,
she had like four children, ten grandchildren and idk how many greatgrandchildren,
while I dozed off next to her.
I'm very tired these days, though I sleep earlier than usual,
and have nothing really tiring.
What's wrong with me. :/
Perhaps, it's everything.
Maybe it's nothing.

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My very nice sister gave this to me while
I was studying music two days ago :]

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Total mess in inspire town!
The crumpler bean bag burst and the styrofoam balls rolled out in mass.
SUPER CUTE AND FUN! :D
they can bounce! but are like mega light, so they're difficult to clear.

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Heart!

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Little wormyyyyyyy, on the wall. Ew.
No, it ain't little. It's fat and thick and huge.
For a worm's or caterpillar's size.

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SUPER MR FADZLY! ;)
Mr Fadzly is nice, and today's geog lesson is ultraaaaa.
We played THE NEWSPAPER GAME.
And what did it teach us?
About our rising population and that the
world is soon getting quite squeezed up.

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Just cleared my cupboard and saw these random cards,
kept and stacked together, and I read everyone of them!
For Valentine's Day, Birthday.
Oh, brings back thoughts of last year.


I'm so much better and yes,
I've Grown Up a little more.

I've learnt to be happy again,

I realised I've not kept in contact with my primary school friends,
I realised with so much going on I rarely think of the past,
who I've been,
how I've changed,
though at times,
I do have such random thoughts.
Someone told me today,
"Yes, I'm selfish. I realise i don't treasure people around me.
And I know I'm selfish."
Now recalling, I guess I am too.

I AM CONTENT, only finding out I get jealous of what others have,
I HAVE GREAT PEOPLE AROUND ME,
AND A GREAT PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE, only because I have my friends,
be it clique or just my friends, who i don't even contact now.
I AM TRYING TO SAVE, only finding out I spent a great deal already by mid-month.
I WANT TO STUDY, only realising I'm procrastinating more than anything else.

Perhaps I should let go of the many things that are important,
but not really important,
and start working on what is REALLY URGENT now.

Growing up may not be the most enjoyable process,
as we need to figure out what we're really doing,
what we want,
where we're heading,
and trying not to forget our past at the same time.

Chill, slow down.
You're not taking all this alone,
more than you, are in this together,
and we'll all take one step at a time.

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