i went zoo lastlast week :D
i enjoyed.
then after that went to reunion day.
met alot snrs i didnt knw.
knew many stuffs bout tchrs and some people. :/
went bugis w jassy and cheryl! :D
i bought mama's watch. she likes it :D
bout my ripples! it ripped my skin :/ but i still like it. it's pretty.
(i love my shoebag :D i want that pink and grey rbk sports bag, damnit!)

todayeeee.
whats wrong with you, Jaslyn?!
OhGod.
we went jiaolian's house to watch sister act I.
and some super pro volleyballers back in year 1990++
saw the coach award stuff (jiaolian smiled in the video!)
went trng feeling all :/ alrd.
and trng was loneloneloning away.
zzZ
i thought i was attention seeking.
i knw its irritating.
i tried to smile :D no lah, started out trying to concentrate
and i turned zibi o.O ROFL.
sucked during trng tdy.
attitude sucked. people thought i was sick :/
or something happened or wht.
disgusted by myself TT
thanks for caring, people :D
i am fine :D i just need to find myself :D
playgrounds are nice places. we've been to two tdy.
and now jiaolian talked abt those dustmites.
i stare at my bed bfr i slp. o.O

and here's some stuff i thought on the bus, though i didn't have any conclusion for my weird attitude tdy, but i'm happy though :D

Alone is a nice feeling sometimes, cause you have yourself, and yourself only :D and
you can thinkthinkthink of many stuffs, and after thinking, very often though not being able to find out what you want to find, you realise some dadaolis. and i feel very happy after that :D
Corners are nice places to think. like you are all alone :D and you can lie on the corners :D
no one will disturb you, and i feel happy at corners. i was just getting happy just now when jiaolian suddenly say i improve. hurhur. means bfr tht super lan4. i feel gandong. like ok, wht i did was recognised. but hello, on a day you felt everything you did was crap. omg.
GUILT's the word. but at least jiaolian's saying the stuff i did right and wrong. i'ld rather tht than ppl keep quiet. cos quiet means either they don;t give a damn alrd or they're saying stuff behind your back. wells, we are all humans. like coach said, people you make use, are your friends. you don't knw ppl on the streets, you cannot make use of them. so true. i will work hard like Boxer,the horse! :D in studies and volleyball and try to concentrate in stuff i do.but i don't knw how long this determination will last.

Someone don't be tht. we should be ourselves :D many people always say this. yea, its hard.
getting influence a bit here, a bit there. but that makes us, us right. Think with your own little brain and oh, a ostrich's eye is huger than it's brain. ctnctn! don't care wht other's think. it's good to hear what people think about you, changing the bad stuff, but hahahah. those stares.
those gossips. forget about those if you just want to fit in. ARGH. it's like hard to survive now TT. but LIFE's GOOD.
Boys poke into female's lives. hello, those happily in love need not read this but i've seen many things arnd me. it's only right to be close if a couple's tgt, but hey. stealing all your partner's time and wanting all their attention- isn't it too much. some time tgt's ok, but like every weeny thing. shouldnt be too sensitive right. and as males, hello, be polite and try to give in like can.
Confidence is very important. without confidence, i don't dare look straight in anyone's eyes.
i will do everything badly. think everyone will be looking at my flaws, and knw tht they knw
those flaws, but just will not bear to say it/them cos it may hurt their friend. anws, confidence does wonders. believe it.
Contradiction can make one very hypocritical, really.too much contradiction. you say this but you do that, or maybe you may say sth now, which some one will have a deep impression, then a few yrs ltr you forget
and contradict it, but hey, we are humans. thts also why i always use "i think" but on the other hand i also feel i should be more sure of wht i'm doing. feel sth's right, just do the thing ,as long as it's not stealing or snatching, or anything bad:D
Money WOAH, i got a rlyrlyrly huge problem. i cnt seem to control but not on clothes and stuff. i buy those occasionally. but like presents and foooood.ohno. no control limit till end of month. broke time. i pictured myself gng for money management class , but hello, they would teach those few "classify your stuff into needs and wants.., and blahblahBLAH" like those alrd found out or knwn by others.RAWHS.

i'm happy the christmas presents are done and ARGH.
i want more money to buy presents D:
i think i've got a serious problem.
i think buying something is expensive, but if i were to giv to others,
i wouldn't think its cheap either, but i feel more she3 de2 and think its a reasonable price.
D:

SANTAAAAAAAAA
i want you to appear before me right now :D
i will give you a hug.no, actually i don't want to hug a weird man i don't knw. xD
a fairygod mama also can :D
i've been a good girl, i think.
say no more dude!, just give me $50 and i'll take it and go buy presents for others
and just that pinkandgrey rbk bag for myself :D
i told you i was good :D


PICTURES AND REPLY TAGS SOON :D i hope.
and my friendster.

i'm tired. and tmr's briefing! for sec 1 orientation! :D
then pcps trng.
and on thurs write script.
and on fri trng.
and .

i stopped camwhoring :D
(we went bugis took two hp photos only TT. except neos.)
i want to be sure of wht i'm doing.
i aspire to save money.