freak.
a goddamneeeeeeeeeeeeeed cockroach suddenly appeared beside me.
i'm not afraid of cockroaches.
but it scared me.
cos it suddenly appeared!
and its huge.
i shooed it off just with a step! :D
i am not a giant! but wdv. it got scared. :D i'm saddistic.

aw. i'm so hungry.
my stomach's growling.
FOOD :D
i realised many people love food.
yea, we should love food and not be anorexic :D
AND baking.
woosh. many people love baking.
heh. i still don't like all the trouble.
and i don't think its rlyrlyrly fun.
maybe i'll find all tht fun some day.

scratchscratch.
scratching is a nice feeling.
cause it relieves ITCH.
but unfortunately sometimes, the skin comes off tgt TT.
i have like mosquito bites or wdv on my hand and leg(yup.one each.hand, leg :] )
and when you scratch, it bleds TT.
and i woke up a few days ago finding this mole on my hand!
like wth. i don't want another mole.
i'ld rather remain of wht i am.
and its dumbdumbly quite deep into the middle of my hand!
so i scratched super hard.
nothing budged.
then i scratched some more and it became painful.
it slowly came off but when i washed my hand, a piece of skin grew over,
(cos of the contact w water!)
and i realised i tore my skin off. TT.and now there's this mark/scar.
i told yun kai when we mrted home and she was lhao.
(hello, its laughing her ass off)
she told me she don't like moles also and both our pretty faces got.
bt nvm :D cos thts wht makes us, us. and wht makes us pretty :D hahahahahs.

and i realised two things:

one:its 5:04am
two:the roach is beside me agn

i should go sleep.
be a good girl, do something useful tmr.
its bad to wake up in the morning, sleep in the night not doing anything in the whole day,
feeling totally Useless.
i should do somthing, like math homework. holiday homework.
maybe wrap sch textbooks since they are bought.

and i am coming up with my newyr resolution list :DD
thinkthinkthink.

good night! :D
i bet no one's reading.
good night to jaslyn then :D