Only Occasional Feeds.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Call me lifeless

I feel like closing this down and stopping everything.
I want to concentrate more on other stuff.
Suddenly I feel everything's a bore.


(Prolly gna upload photos of chalets, though!
Or interesting stuff or some random thoughts I have (: )

Taaaaaaaa, I'm tired. Ha. :D





I'm going on a
hiatus,

I hope you understand.

It's been a long time since






(Mega hugeeeee)





(Clearing of table! ^^)



(Say genius!)



(L) 2/3 08,









(Took bfr warning note, my bad.)









(Justin overcame his fear!)

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Analytical.

I am not excited about be yourself day tmr, but excited at arts fest.
I am gna wear pe and fbt and sharmini sexy has agreed too, since we have trng after that and I see no point changing just to be myself.
I am myself right-- volleyballer and student through and through.
CCA ans profession! hohoho.
And, I am myself by character!
Noise pollution contributer and all.
And I have nothing to flaunt anyway, nor my cupboard.
I don't have to bring so many things too, partly cos I am lazy.

Artsfest's gna be so exciting.
Tattoo (fake), movie screening, (?)
Ok, it's more slack-fun-with-friends-for-approaching-last-day-of-school.
Girls are prolly gna tie plait tgt tmr, :D

Today, leadership stuff in school, fun unexpectedly! (:
Then went to ZHIXIANGS HSE,
HAPPY AND LUCKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. :D woooohooooooo.
Super rocker dogs. :D
( photos next time )

Monday, October 20, 2008

Wooooooooooooooooooooooohooooooo.

OMG, my hits 8000+ already eh!
SO FASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST,
<3

Someone to call my lover



Someone to call my lover - janet jackson


Back on the road again
Feeling kinda lonely
And looking for the right guy
To be mine

Friends say I'm crazy cause
Easily I fall in love
You gotta do it different J
This time

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

I E YI

I spoil them when I'm in love
Given them what they dream of
Sometimes it's not a good thing
But I'm blind

I love hard with everything
Giving my all
More than they
I'll take my friends' advice this time
I'll do it differently

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

I E YI

My my
Looking for a guy guy
I don't want him too shy
But he's gotta have the qualities
That I like in a man
Strong, smart, affectionate
He's gotta be all for me
And I'll be too
You see happily

Maybe we'll meet at a bar
He'll drive a funky car
Maybe we'll meet at a club
And fall so deeply in love
He'll tell me I'm the one
And we'll have so much fun
I'll be the girl of his dreams maybe

Alright maybe gonna find him today
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on
Alright baby come in
Pass my way
I gotta get someone to call my lover
Yeah baby come on

I E YI...

More Yiting's birthday,



Willpower

I found out something, something which had been mentioned before, but never really came true nor I really believed in. It seems to have come true. ):

Ok, I realllyreallyreally wanna clear my cupboard and start studying and stop buying things and giving in to stupid foolish material wants. Yes, (:

Got back all results today, realise I've been slacking and flunking alot, though this year seems fast, and I never really had time to slack. Maybe I should cut down on my stuff, but it's all so difficult to give up at this point of time already, oh suck.
I want to work hard and get good results! And not disappoint anyone and everything!
But saying is easy, doing is another thing altogether,

Anyway,
Getting late @ 11.30 that friday,
  • Pretty hula hoop exhibit
  • Big big teddy bear
  • Amelia taught me how to take psychedelic shots.
Psychedelic -- adjective
psy‧che‧del‧ic [usually
before noun]
1MDD psychedelic drugs such as LSD make you hallucinate (=see
things that do not exist)
2C having or using bright colours or strange
sounds, and representing the experiences people have when they use drugs such as
LSD:
a psychedelic light show
Fashion designers look back to the 1960s
with dazzling psychedelic prints.
—psychedelically adverb
—psychedelia
noun [uncountable]
Sixties psychedelia








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Photoshoot today, (Here's Ameliaaaaaaaa)
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How good if this is mine, it's justins lahhhh, 76/80 primary sch results, as Brandon said.
So unachievable in sec sch. Sheryl got 77/80, another primary sch result person,
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I want primary school results. ):
Overachievers.


Our super 1.5 Msg teacher, (historyyyy!)
Mr Yong Eng Kiat!
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I almost died day,

THIS IS WHERE MY NIGHTMARE TOOK PLACE.
And I took it bfr it happened, please, I'm not so sick to take after it happened ok!

So, There are three parts, dry, wet, slippery.
I walked to the dry part, took one more step, and slid.
I kept sliding till my shorts had like, all the rock stuff, algae or shit, and some seashell look alike thing, barnacles I think, SO GROSS LAH.
Then miraculously, I stopped. Just behind was the water, which is the sea la, (inserts noun).
Then I turned to climb up of course, and it was (inserts noun)-ing slippery, I was (inserts noun)-ing like clinging on to my dear life, Hohohoo.
Kept climbing, Sean wanna save me, slipped down too.

In the end, we were both safe, with only superficial wounds.
No one was traumatised, I am grateful. Must treasure things more.

Thanks to Lovel Goh for telling me to climb at holey rocks so there's grip,
Thanks to Sean for helping me,
Thanks to Shu Hui for making me realise how serious it was and making me treasure more and realise people treasure each other,
Thanks to Zhi Xiang and Justin for telling me how I really am,
Thanks to Wai Siong for trying to help and being very alright,
And the many people who listened to me rant about this and being concerned about me.

Never has death crossed my mind through the whole thing. (:

Pearl "That's why they say live your life like it's your last
everyday"
Jas " But that's bullshit, cos nobody does that"
And I just realised I say something out of haste, but which makes sense and
it's the truth.

Thanks who/whatever-w/strong-powers-in-the-sky, I'm stilll alive.
Nonetheless, I still love the beach and breakwaters, just I won't go so close to the water, nor wanna go touch it out of fun.


See lah, it seems so beautiful right, but it's so dangerous.


Kids playground, so colourful.

Zeh's bag, I can use alr! ;D
After her O's, she doesn't need it!

YOU,

STUPID, RUDE, TWIT.


Ha.

I almost died

It's because things are special, so you find the words which describe them better left unsaid.

OH, I almost died on sat,
will explain in next post.
Ok, I fell. Not so serious to die,
I didn't think I'ld die, at least.

Reached home @ 11.30 on Fri,
wen to eat @ subs, then esplanade w/ volleyballlllllers.


:D
I am going out now to get alot of things.
And damnit, I need to go out to get some things thrashed out.
So, I WANNA GO OUTTTT. :D (Ahahahah)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Achievements


Woooooooooooooo, Yayer.
I AM SUCH A SMART THING.
Yea, ok, like real. This 6 pieces are gotten by 2/3 08 in this year,
;D
Now that we're getting back our papers, goodluck world.
Still,
  • I don't believe in talking about papers after they are over since you cannot amend anything
  • goodluck now probably won't work since the papers are marked,
  • Hard work gives more assurance than luck

I really like bullets now, and I think I'm sounding like Benjamin, omg. I sounded like Mollie just a few days ago. OMGOMG, talk about influence, HA.

Hello,




Goodbye.


This world is unfair, live with it.

One day I'll find it


I can do it, I can do it.
I Believe in myself.





  • Evil mouths
  • I don't even know it, myself
  • Greed and jealousy signals danger
  • I can't say forever

Over time, we realise what's really important.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Not everything's bout you, now.

Hello, I am lousy, just three hours of skipping today and I am sunburnt O:
My face is still red now, thankyou.

You can't stop people from talking, but you can change your thinking!


Be Grateful, things are turning better. (:

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Throw it away, forget yesterday,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI TING, 13 October 2008

We'll make the great escape.

Palimpsest

pal‧imp‧sest [countable] technical
SHTC an ancient document on which the
original writing has been covered over with new writing

I'm losing confidence in myself in everything.
):


Xiuming's words impacts people. That's what it did last night to two people, omg.
I only knew it had me thinking.


Packing my cupboard, aching, tired, painful eyes, irritating flu.
Stupid.
I SHALL GO POPULAR TO HELP PEARLQ. BUY HER PEN REFILLS FOR OLVL,
AND, GO TO THE LIBRARY TO BORROW BOOKS AND HAVE SOMETHING TO DO.
Or should I re-read this year's science and redo this years math? O.O
I want to work hard, hard, very very hard.
(Repeat with me.)
I want to work hard, hard, very very hard. I want to work hard, hard, very very hard. I want to work hard, hard, very very hard. I want to work hard, hard, very very hard. I want to work hard, hard, very very hard. I want to work hard, hard, very very hard. I want to work hard, hard, very very hard. I want to work hard, hard, very very hard. I want to work hard, hard, very very hard.

Movie screening, the only thing I look forward to, is cancelled and now we have a whole fun day of leadership workshop. Isn't that so cooooooooooooool.
Tchoukball is changed to skipping.
Hell, I don't even know what Tchokball is, so I don't really give a shit.
But skipping's quite fun ;D
just I haven't skipped for a good 5-6 years, I may not even know how to do it anymore.

Monday, October 13, 2008

I don't

I don't know, I really don't.
How you've been hurt so deep, I don't even know how it's feeling.
Probably each word cuts you as it appears.

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Anyway, sad to say that,
努力不一定成功,
成功一定要努力。

Working hard may not give you success,
Success definitely needs hard work.

Damnit.
努力不一定成功,
努力不一定成功
努力不一定成功,
努力不一定成功,
努力不一定成功,

巧妇难为,无米之炊。

Volleyball, ):
So it always happens when hopes finally comes back.
Maybeitsimpossible.
But I don't believe in impossible!
It should be possible to do anything if you work hard enough.
I can doooooooooooooooo it.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I must have

crashed your world.











Sorry, will never be enough.

Why you sucker.

Why can't you just treasure, why.
People don't even have the chance to treasure but there you are,
Having yet not Treasuring.
You must have left a scar, and a deep one at that, there.
Yes, right there.
It'll always leave a mark. Yes it will.

):

What if it's lost behind words we could never find



What About Now - Chris Daughtry


Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/daughtry/whataboutnow.html

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So much, wait. Soon, soon. Exactly. What if, who knows. It'll never be. It won't. Yes, Light. Rainbows. Yes, I know, yes, I feel. It hasn't. It will seek. All that I was meant to be? What if it didn't? Lost. Unfounded. It's never too late, is it. What about now, what about today, What if you're making me, all that I was meant to be? What if our love, never went away, What if it's left behind, words that we could never find? What about them. Before it's too late.

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Don't read into the gibberish. Hoho. Nice song, like, wow.

Before it's too late, before it is.

Girls day out

Since it's past 12, HAPPYBIRTHDAY YITING.
12/10 HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS.

:D

I really cannot wait for tomorrow (later)
Council photo, Training, Yitings birthday , Woooohoooooo.

People cannot sleep when they are too full, I cannot be hungry.
Hehe, I must be full then I don't feel my stomach empty then I can sleep ;D

And I think I have insomnia or something.
Cos I use comp, eyes pain, external factors, or am I thinking too much?
Just too much to think about.
Maybe I have too much time now that exams are over.

So I was feeling all weird at home and WE WENT FOR A MOVIE.


EVERYONE, YOU SHOULD SO TOTALLY CATCH THIS.
IT IS FREAKKING GOOD AND EVERYONE, EVERYWHERE RATES IT HIGHLY.
OUR FRIEND YITING DOESN'T MIND WATCHING IT AGAIN.
IT IS REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYY GOOD.